That’s why I am doing erotic massage – a lady reports
My guests sometimes ask me why I am doing this job, meaning why I do erotic massage treatments. They say I am beautiful, some even claim to perceive some degree of intelligence in me and they tell me, I would not have to do this job.
In don’t quite understand these questions and statements. On the one side those guest come to City Relax to get a really god and really erotic massage treatment. On the other side their statements imply, that erotic massage is only be done by women who for whatever reason do not have a choice and who are maybe a little too stupid for other jobs. Yes, sure, there might be women like that. Of course I can only speak for me and maybe some friends of mine here at City Relax, but I am saying it loud and clear: I like this job (at least most of the times) and my regular guests are really important for me. This might sound a bit weird for you, but for me it is not weird at all. I am going to try to explain:
I do have a decent education which I used in several office jobs. I was good in what I was doing there. So, you might ask, why didn’t you continue to do those office jobs. The answer is: I did not really enjoy it, it didn’t touch me emotionally, I felt not really dedicated. I felt too much driven by others. If what I was doing was really good and successful quite often was not easy to say end moreover it didn’t really matter. All these things are completely different in my massage job. It starts with me being able to schedule my work according to my preferences. I can agree times I want to work and times off with my boss here. This gives me a lot of freedom to structure my time the way I prefer and for example enjoy free days during the week.
When doing erotic massage I of course let people be really close to me. Physically, but quite often also personally. My guests often tell me a lot about them, about their jobs, their problems, things that made them happy or sad. I am a good listener. I am really interested in what they have to say. It is fascinating and exciting for me to be so close to the lives and feelings of my guests. It makes me happy to help them by listening to them and sometimes by providing little pieces of advice.
With some regular guests a kind of relationship has been developed. I feel close to them, sometimes it is a feeling with some guests as if they belong to my family in a wider sense. As said before, I am aware that this might sound weird for you, but it is a good feeling. Of course there are also many guests who just silently enjoying my touch, my massage, I like them as well. And there are those guys who feel the need to somehow trying to impress me by telling me what an exceptionally gorgeous part of the human race they are, how successful, how rich, how gifted in every way. Well ok, this is part of the game and it is at least entertaining. Overall I really enjoy being so close to my guests and I cannot imagine to have this combined with the very good compensation I receive in any other job.
Another big difference to my office job is the immediate feeling and/or feedback if what I am doing is good or not. Most of my guests are very sensitive and are experienced with erotic massage. I think I can say with some confidence that my erotic massage treatments and the time guests spend with me are usually good. I can give my guests the tenderness and physical closeness they are looking for and even be a little bit like their girlfriend. It gives me a feeling of acknowledgment and reward when guests are really enjoying my massage, when they leave the studio relaxed and happy and when they tell me they liked the time with me. I also makes my day a better day.
I know all this probably sounds a bit unusual or even crazy for many of you. But that’s the way I see my job and I think I am not the only one in this ‘dingy’ industry who sees it that way.